Fahmi.

Honey ♥

Ajie. Adie. Amir. Andrew. Chester. Danny. Dilla. Diana. Effa Dumstrekk. Faris. Fatwan. Fiza. Fizzaye. Fliq. Fye. Faisal. Fyezul. Fifa. Faez. Goregirl. Haiqal. Haikel. Hanie. Hanis. Imran. Ira. Irna. Iszwan. Ika. Juliana. Jenn. Jason. Kiki. Keke. Lufee. Mussybart. Maryjane. Mizam. Mirah. Mira. Mondre. Muss. Nerd. Nurul. Nosey. Noraina. Nabilah. Pai. Raily. Rara. Rasul. Rizda. Sharul. Shaa. Srii. Saw. Sofie. Sukashi. Suraya. Tiara. Waney. Wardah. Yana. Yan. Ziie.



January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010

im just sick, im just tired. standing here, doing nothing. keeping quiet and watching, listening to what they say. fuck you. find a fucking dog and go fuck. it pisses me off, when people tells me what is good for my fucking life when they themselves has no fucking life other than telling people of theirs.go get a fucking life you son of a bitch.

i will, i will just sit around and listen. i'll wait, i'll wait for the time. only time will tell. you tell people whats good and whats not, whats right and whats wrong. who the fuck do you think you are? these kind of people dont deserve to smile, dont deserve to laugh. i am controlling myself, from violence and rage. but i just cant stand listening to what they say.

if its a fucking fight you want, then you got your fight. you think youre so tough? show me your fucking guts, say it to my face. people like these. are scumbags. you think you got guts, come on. bring it on to me motherfucker. i dont care who you are, how big you are, how old you are, just give me your fucking best shot.

dont ever interfere, dont ever come across and dont ever spit your shits around. im not referring to anyone. i keep hearing shits about what people say. no one has the rights to tell us what to do, except our parents. remember that. if you see or hear this kinda shit happening, go give them a peace pf their mind. dont be scared. its your life, its your choice.

till here then, fuck what you say, and fuck whats not.

this post is for everyone. for everyone who reads. for everyone who cares. my life is nothing without the support of my friends. without them, my life would be one hell of a downfall. thank you friends for always being there for me. i dont know what i would do without you guys. time afer time. problems after problems. whatever shit happens, you guys was always there. i dont know why im feeling all mushy-mushy, but its true. without friends, we are nothing. i will always try my best to help and protect my friends.

through thick, through thin, through rain or shine, we will together go through each and every obstacles ahead of us. never fear and never back down. this is reality, this is the truth. we stand togetehr, we fall together. regardless of whatever things, i will always be there for you guys even if it requires me to risk myself, my life. whatever it takes, be there for your friends, no harm could come to people who stand together, united. fuck people who tries to break us apart.

when we are together, nothing can break us. nothing can bring us down. always protect your friends. eventhough they dont always do the same for you. for whatever thng that you give, you dont expect anything in return. true friends stay and never leaves anyone behind. what i'm trying to convey to everyone is that, no matter how bad your friend can be, they are still your friends. we shared our laughs, we shared our tears. no matter how bad they can be, appreciate them and always be ther for them if they need you. for me, i really miss my friends.

i miss everyone of them. my primary school friends. my secondary shool friends. and some other friends. though ive lost many of my old and good friends, you guys still stay in my heart. a place where no one can ruin that. so, to mothersuckers out there, if you think you can break us apart, think twice. we can fucking break you apart too. till then suckas.

this song is about a guy who lost his friend. his friend was one of the most incredible people he knew.

Death upon arrival gig.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAA SHEE SHUU!

i wanna wish my good friend shaa a happy birthday! stay happy always, stay sweet always. i hope you succeed in everyhting you do okay! i love you very much laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

Forever friend
reach out to me when you feel despair
and when your burdens are too many
the load I will gladly share
and when your heart grows weary
and dark clouds cover you
My friend I will stay beside you until the
sun shines through.
Forever friend,
we have shared so much
a special love we have come to know
we have laughed and cried together and
helped each other in love to grow
Forever friend
within my heart a special place
for you is there
because you are my forever friend and
I will always care.

hello. just came back from meeting gf just now. didnt went to school today. feeling a little shitty today. haha. nehmind, forget it. was glad that everythings fine now. the water is clear. haha. okay, this saturday as usual, gig! gig! gig! wth. like lazy want perform sia. but nehmind, for the sake of entertainment and friends and passion! haha.

okay, later meeting bestie. she asked me to accompany her today to look for cake and shisha place i think. haha. so long neevr meet her sia. like so long already! cause she taking o's this year so cannot meet often. haha. nehmind, at least get to meet her today. muahaha! happy! happy!

okay, till here. do come down to the gig this sat and support all the bands la okay. nk masuk free, masuk je. we dont mind not getting the profits of the gig. janji korang enjoy sudah. haha. shhh! dont tell anyone. lol. one more thing, to dearest baby, im sorry and i love you very much.

Tonight's the nightfor me and you,
The night to prove we were meant to be.
You mean the world to me,
and so much more,
I would give my life for you,
the one I adore.
You're the one I think of,
when I'm happy or sad,
You're the one i think of,
and am very glad to have.
Your touch is so gentle,
your smile is so sweet,
Everytime I'm with you,
my heart skips a beat.
Together, Forever,
I know it's meant to be,
for you to only be with me.
When we hold hands,
my heart fills with joy,
Just to hear you tell me,
I'll always be your boy.
When we hold each other close,
the world seems to move fast,
And it seems like forever,
though much time has past.
When we hug each other,
and i look into your eyes,
Your sweet adorable smile,
catches me by surprise.
Your kisses are so sweet,
when our lips begin to meet.
To hear you say, I Love You,
means so much to me,
And I hope and pray that you,
will always be with me.

The old dudes and dudettes. Haiqal, Nurul, Ajib, Paul, Noraina, Eein, Raily, Yan and Hadziq. Well, im sorry guys if i havent got time for you guys anymore. i promise that i'll make it up to you guys. i really miss the old times together. and i hope that we could hang out together again like last time. see you guys pretty soon. i miss you guys. SHIFU!





about the last post, why. i'm sorry if any of you people who read it felt guilty and sad. its just my fucking point of view towards people like these. cause you yourself knew you're like that. i don't give a fuck about your fucking feelings. whats done is done. im not at fault nor am i the one doing shit to people. i dont regret posting it. open your eyes.

have you done something about it? have you changed for the better? have you? you better do cause if you dont, im gonna fucking do something about it. people, if you happen to notice or see people like these, go fucking approach them. dont be afraid of hurting their feelings. they fucking desrve it. they dont deserve to be happy.

the reason of me posting it is because i want people like these to fucking realise, to fucking think and fucking change. fuck you if you dont. you dont deserve to be around. youre like a ghost. please, if you want people like us to accept you, change. dont avoid us, but make it up to us. its not that hard. make up your fucking mind as soon as possible. Peace.





im still wondering. it amazes me. why are there such people like these? people who gives people hope? these things happen around me. but still, i didnt do anything. my friends and people around me are getting hurt each and everytime. why? because of these creatures.

why give people hope? do you think by doing that youre happy when actually youre not? stop these fucking acts. you think you got a lot of friends to hang with. each and everytime you meet someone new, you develop feelings for them. is it necessary? fuck you. you give them hope, you made them develop their feelings and in the end, you change your feelings. you leave them and go to someone new. i hate these kind of people.

fuck you. do you ever think and consider about other peoples feelings? do you ever wonder if one day you were to be like in their shoes? how would you feel? please stop these fucking acts, stop this childish shit and fucking change your attitude before i start to do something about it. dont ever think that youre good enough cause youre never good enough if you continue all these shit.

im sorry for being harsh, but open your fucking eyes. im not referring to anyone. i just want people like these to change and start to think. fuck you if you think youre worth it cause youre not. my friends are my family. so dont ever hurt my fucking friends and play with their fucking feelings. theyre not your fucking toy. you dont deserve any of my friends. you better stay back and fucking change before i fucking approach you. take care.




its been days since i went online. was busy with school, band and gf. damn it. i dont even have time to blog. haha. okay, firstly, my gf did a great job by editting my blog. thanks baby for puttting in so much effort in editting my blog. ily! woohoo.



okay, last saturday went to parkway drive. it was super awesomely great la. the first opening band, paris in the making. i have no comments for them, except that they are so like emo violence. haha. okay. bands after that, dashown cassandra and hamartia were superb especially hamartia, damn brutal. haha. i really had fun on that day.



i just remembered, faris just cut his hair. i mean not cut, but shave his head. haha! cute kape kau faris. siga saga siga saga oi oi oi! haha. klakar sia. he looked funny with no long hair. but nehmind, he's still handsome. jgn kembang sudah. danny also cut hair, my brother fikri also cut. haha. i guess theyre sick and tired of keeping long hair already. now everyone relax already. haha. so everyone, ITS TIME TO CUT YOUR HAIR! CUT YOUR FUCKING HAIR! haha. go cut la.

yeasterday, i went out with gf. it was our 2nd month anni. woohoo. however, it was like the most sway anni. a couple of things happen. sway like fuck sia. haha. the most saddest thing is that she lost her phone in the toilet! wth! she is so super careless. but nehmind. next time dont be careless can? haha. later save money buy new phone okay. kesian die. haha.

today theres alot of gigs happening. so many sia. one at beats, one at odio and one at music garage. like fuck. so many. all the ggs are great. i think im going to music garage to buy second combat shirt then i go off la to ragdolls gig. idk eh. dk where to go la. beats or odio? argh! dont care la. go to any one. haha. today not meeting gf, maybe tomorrow cause she said later i meet her evryday later i boring. haha. merepek aje. where got boring, happy sia! jom uh kahwin! so that we can meet everyday. haha.

nehmind, tomorrow going out again with gf! valentines. haha. go sentosa have fun and romanning. haha. tk la, chill there spend time together. weeeeee~ hahah. okay, till here la, tired. wanna go bathe. later got jamming at 3 sia. cant wait to meet rashid the black kid. haha. tk la, kidding eh. bye bye see you later alligator. muackx!

hello. im blogging again. okay, this post is for dearest gf. she wanted me to update, so here it goes;

In the hour before the morn
I walk past your door
I send a special prayer
To the room we both adore
And though my mind is in there with you
My body takes me home.
I wish for a love
But have none of my own
So welcome me love
My name is lonely
I tell you girl
I think of you only
In times when we have trouble
And we left each other down
I know we can make it baby
Just as long as you’re around
So welcome me love
My name is lonely
I tell you baby
I think of you only
only

im on the verge of breaking down. everything around me is so fucked up. why must this happen? GOD please answer my prayers.






they are so sweet. sweeter than sugar. haha. how thoughtful of bestfriend to make that card for me! wee! thanks to you guys!

thank you everyone for celebrating my birthday with me. i love you guys alot man. thanks for the wishes and everything. see you guys soon.











hello. okay, im in school. boring. the teacher asked me to do some stupid research and i just cant be bothered. haha. okay, today is my special day. its my birthday la! haha! happy! turning 19 today. wah, so old already.

yeasterday, a couple of my friends text me to wish me a happy birthday. i was so happy until i cried. haha. okay, sentimental la sial. haha. the people whom i expected to wish me didnt.(for some) sad la. not all of those whom i expected to did. you know who you are. and at the same time, those whom i didnt expect to wish, wished me and i was so happy la of course!

still waiting for more wishes from some people. haha. how despo can i be? its not despo, its either youre my friend or not. haha. if you claim yourself to be close to me, and didnt wish me, you can might as well kiss me goodbye. hahaha. but nehmind, i dont mind la.

okay, im happy. today gonna watch movie wuth gf. wanted to watch last week but we ended up going to gig. haha! thanks baby for being the 1st to wish me! i love you so much! and thanks again for wanting to spend my special day with me! yay! okay then, till here, see you at the next post. bye!